Happy, Sad, and Utterly Unsure

My last post was in February. Wow, where has the time gone?

Well, a lot of things have since then, but I won't bother trying to say everything. 

let's try to make it simple:

well, I suppose the biggest thing about my life in the recent months is the fact that I have been accepted into the college that I wanted to go to, TCNJ, and I've decided to go there, starting in June. I can't wait for college life. I'm looking forward to EOF, dorming, having a roommate, joining new clubs and possibly a new track team, and especially being away from home on my own for the first time. I'm also so incredibly excited that I'm finally graduating. It's not that I didn't have fun in the four years that I spent at Lincoln. cause I did. I met some really cool people, did some very awesome things, and had a few moments that I will never forget for the rest of my life. But, when it comes down to it, I've come to the realization that everybody needs to move on. Lincoln was humorous at first, and I found it refreshing as compared to my Catholic School upbringing, but 4 years is a long time, and with every day that I'm trapped in that building, I find the people and the teachers and the administration more and more infuriating. It feels so liberating to know that in 50 days I'm going to be stepping out of Lincoln for the last time. & then, in about 3 days after that, I basically get a reset button and get to start anew at TCNJ. 

Is it possible to have a two month romance? Well, I pretty much experienced that in the past two months too. 

I don't know what to say about it--basically it was me that fucked it up and caused the breakup though. 

lol. Is it wrong to get annoyed at someone for being so damn high-maintenance 

and overly-dramatic?

I really do not know, it was fun for a few weeks and I really felt like it was going 

somewhere--but then I kept getting busy and she wanted more and more from me. 

Apparently, I just don't try hard enough.

Maybe that's my problem though. 

Seems like I can't ever really keep a relationship going.

Anyways, these days life just goes by very slowly. 

My days consist of sitting in a boring classroom, taking down notes that I either already know or will never ever need.

Track isn't what it used to be either. Basically, I still don't feel like its that fun anymore. I still like to run, but competing is a whole other story.

I force myself to go to practice some days, but I won't lie, I like to be part of the team.

The best moments these days tend to be when I am simply chill. Spending time relaxing with friends and family is my shit.

The highlight of today was actually sitting in the auditorium at school, running through the songs on my iPod with Edward, Alicia, and Nour. 

& cracking jokes on my videos/songs. lol

good times. seems like the only thing that's worth it anymore.

Anyways, Greek is coming on soon.

Latez